enjoying life...is it an art these days

Today I had such a good laugh with Regina Spektors latest album " Far",she such a funny bubbly person,smart with language,humoristic,...and oh so cute(think she doesn't want to hear that), but uhm,...it's so amazing when some fantastic tunes can cheer u up,specially on a Monday...after a joyful week-end filled with summer parties and BBQ's,quality time with colleagues and friends,after hearing some very sad news from a good good friend...

I can't hear the word crisis anymore,as it is one big lie,developed by a dark economical destroying greedy fucked up machine,...we're launched back to the industrial revolution days,...but we're still doing great so far...I don't want to get into that panic stream,being over concerned,...i just wanna enjoy life and the beauty of it,...although it can be hard when people start telling bout their horrible experiences...it becomes an art , a savoir vivre...to enjoy life, to dive for pearls in the deep blue ocean,to find beautiful red cherries in your neighbours tree,...

I've been very sick for 3 years as you might know,and it's a miracle that I'm still alive,tons of people prayed for me and ...it worked,darkest crisisperiod of my life turned into a joyful,busy,creative,quality life again...I was so happy to be able to travel again,first some short distances (amsterdam to visit my baby bro and a good friend),architectural trip in Paris, London is coming up, and ...after I've practiced with these...Canada is on the program for this summer vacation...

If you climb out of a valley, there might always be some obstacles,...but you'll get out of it, for sure,...if you're still in your deepest crisis,...I'm with ya, I know what it is to suffer every day,no light at the horizon,losing hope little by little...I was so glad i didn't loose this fight mentally,I was strong,I wanted to stay positive, cause if you loose that fight,you're off to neverland...and that place is crowded...